{"id":3612,"date":"2016-12-28T11:57:13","date_gmt":"2016-12-28T09:57:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/?p=3612"},"modified":"2024-10-18T14:20:40","modified_gmt":"2024-10-18T12:20:40","slug":"mbi-refuzimin-e-dallendysheve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/en\/opinion\/mbi-refuzimin-e-dallendysheve\/","title":{"rendered":"Mbi refuzimin e dall\u00ebndysheve"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"news-up\">\n<h3>Mbi refuzimin e dall\u00ebndysheve<\/h3>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"news-down\">\n<div class=\"img-wrapper\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/sbunker.net\/uploads\/sbunker.net\/images\/2016\/December\/28\/auto_qdifxri4doo-barn-images1482923030.jpg\" \/><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-left\">\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Sado q\u00eb mund t\u00eb rrekemi t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi t\u00eb mir\u00eb e t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm n\u00eb fundin e secilit vit q\u00eb shkon, e kemi t\u00eb pamundur t\u00eb pastrohemi nga vetja. Ashtu mendoj derisa bie mbr\u00ebmja dhe p\u00ebrskuqet horizonti. N\u00eb t\u00eb shumt\u00ebn e herave doza pesimizmi t\u00eb m\u00ebdha m\u00eb kapin sapo shoh ndonj\u00eb bredh t\u00eb pushtuar nga dritat, dritare sht\u00ebpish t\u00eb zbukuruara, nj\u00eb Santa Claus ardhur nga dimri i kapitalizmit t\u00eb eg\u00ebr idiot q\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzon kurreshtjen e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve apo edhe kur ndjej\u00a0kockat e duarve t\u00eb ftohura nga dimri. Pashpjegueshm\u00ebrisht i lodhur ende \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht p\u00ebrpiqem. Disi gjithmon\u00eb fundi i nj\u00eb viti m\u00eb duket nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e shpresave t\u00eb rrejshme. Viti q\u00eb kaloi p\u00ebr mua ishte gllab\u00ebrues jet\u00ebrash. N\u00eb mesin e shum\u00eb jet\u00ebrave t\u00eb shuara ishte edhe ajo e babait tim. I cili ndryshe nga babai i Zhed Martinit, nj\u00eb fotograf francez, personazh i librit t\u00eb Houellebecq, nuk pati koh\u00eb t\u00eb shijonte nj\u00eb dark\u00eb krishtlindjesh apo at\u00eb t\u00eb fundvitit me t\u00eb birin e tij, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ta shpaloste gjith\u00eb rr\u00ebfimin mbi jet\u00ebn, si dhurat\u00eb q\u00eb na jepet secilit nga ne p\u00ebr t\u00eb na vet\u00ebdijesuar nj\u00ebher\u00eb e mir\u00eb mbi pezullimin, si esenc\u00eb. Apo ta shpreh\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn prej brengave t\u00eb tij t\u00eb shumta. Meq\u00eb jemi te brengat e baballar\u00ebve q\u00eb ikin kaq shpejt\u00eb, nuk rri dot pa u kthyer dhe pa e treguar shqet\u00ebsimin e madh, t\u00eb Zhan Pjer Martin, babait t\u00eb fotografit. P\u00ebr mua \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb histori e vock\u00ebl fantastike. Nj\u00eb fragment madh\u00ebshtor nga libri Harta dhe Territori me autor Michel Houellebecq. Pra t\u00eb dalim aty. Tek e bukura, q\u00eb shfaqet si teh shpate n\u00eb fyt.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Zhan Pjer Martin, si f\u00ebmij\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kishte dashur kafsh\u00ebt. Madje shkonte deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb sa q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte t\u00eb b\u00ebhej veteriner. Nga dashuria e tij e madhe p\u00ebr dall\u00ebndyshet ai m\u00ebsoi n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn prej enciklopedive informative se folet\u00eb e tyre jan\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtuara nga dheu dhe p\u00ebshtyma. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb si dhjet\u00ebvje\u00e7ar ai kaloi jav\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra duke nd\u00ebrtuar nj\u00eb fole, p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha dall\u00ebndyshet q\u00eb i vinin tek plemja. Mir\u00ebpo gjat\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dall\u00ebndyshet kishin refuzuar t\u00eb jetonin n\u00eb folen\u00eb q\u00eb ai e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb enkas p\u00ebr to. Madje ata refuzuan edhe t\u00eb veronin tek po ajo pleme. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7ast t\u00eb rr\u00ebfimit t\u00eb tij, Zhan Pjer Martin, babai i Zhed Martin, i cili ambicien e vetme n\u00eb jet\u00eb, e kishte q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e shqet\u00ebsonte ask\u00ebnd, gufon nga lot\u00ebt. Ky \u00e7ast \u00ebsht\u00eb antologjik n\u00eb historin\u00eb e t\u00eb gjitha momenteve t\u00eb pafundme t\u00eb qenieve si puna jon\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua si lexues ky pik\u00ebllim i plakut me kancer n\u00eb zorr\u00ebn e trash\u00eb dhe i detyruar t\u00eb pranonte anusin artificial para djalit t\u00eb tij, me rastin e fundit t\u00eb vitit, \u00ebsht\u00eb poashtu goditja m\u00eb e bukur q\u00eb i \u00ebsht\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nd\u00ebrhyrjes s\u00eb dor\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore. Sado q\u00eb ajo mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb e mbushur me t\u00eb gjitha mir\u00ebsit\u00eb e t\u00eb gjitha bot\u00ebrave. Me t\u00eb gjitha sentimentet e njeriut. Dhe rr\u00ebfimi b\u00ebhet edhe m\u00eb prek\u00ebs, kur djali i tij detyruar q\u00eb ta qet\u00ebsoj\u00eb shpirtin e trazuar t\u00eb babait, shkon deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb sa q\u00eb p\u00ebrqafon g\u00ebnjeshtr\u00ebn, n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb ngush\u00ebllimit.<\/p>\n<p>Ai thot\u00eb se dall\u00ebndyshet nuk rrin\u00eb kurr\u00eb n\u00eb folet\u00eb e b\u00ebra nga dora e njeriut. A doni edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kaq. Kur ndonj\u00ebri prej jush e prek\u00a0folen\u00eb e tyre, ata e braktisin n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ta nd\u00ebrtojn\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb re. Dhe tragjike n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet\u00a0\u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta se plaku leht\u00ebsohet para asaj q\u00eb ia thot\u00eb djali. Sado q\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta e djalit t\u00eb tij, ishte nj\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e diskutueshme. Thell\u00ebsisht e dyshimt\u00eb. Ta themi edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb. Plaku nuk donte m\u00eb t&#8217;ia shihte njeriut boj\u00ebn. I kishin ardhur n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb hund\u00ebs marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet nd\u00ebrnjer\u00ebzore pas m\u00eb shum\u00eb se gjasht\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vjet\u00ebsh. Tani ai pas nj\u00ebzet\u00eb vjet\u00ebsh kishte ndezur nj\u00eb cigare dhe sodiste rrjedh\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimisht i fyer dhe i p\u00ebrkulur para asaj q\u00eb ja kishte treguar dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt. Megjithat\u00eb duke e hequr at\u00eb pesh\u00eb nga zemra q\u00eb e kishte mbajtur gjat\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. N\u00eb dukje fare e thjesht\u00eb. P\u00ebrmbajt\u00ebsisht kaq e fuqishme.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>A mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb ky nj\u00eb urim. N\u00ebse lutem q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i fusni duart aty ku nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme. A mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb urim patetik i paduruesh\u00ebm apo e gjith\u00eb kjo bised\u00eb n\u00eb mes tyre, \u00ebsht\u00eb mungesa ime e nj\u00eb bisede t\u00eb till\u00eb me babain tim. Apo do t\u2019ju sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb si nj\u00eb m\u00ebsim mbi sjelljen e \u00e7uditshme njer\u00ebzore. As q\u00eb e kam iden\u00eb. Let\u00ebrsia nuk m\u00eb sh\u00ebron dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kaq e nevojshme. Po. N\u00ebse ishte nj\u00eb shkrim urimi at\u00ebher\u00eb g\u00ebzohem shum\u00eb. P\u00ebrndryshe uratat e mia p\u00ebr njeriun, jan\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakura.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mbi refuzimin e dall\u00ebndysheve *** Sado q\u00eb mund t\u00eb rrekemi t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi t\u00eb mir\u00eb e t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm n\u00eb fundin e secilit vit q\u00eb shkon, e kemi t\u00eb pamundur t\u00eb pastrohemi nga vetja. Ashtu mendoj derisa bie mbr\u00ebmja dhe p\u00ebrskuqet horizonti. N\u00eb t\u00eb shumt\u00ebn e herave doza pesimizmi t\u00eb m\u00ebdha m\u00eb kapin sapo shoh ndonj\u00eb bredh [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":511,"featured_media":8396,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[1403],"class_list":["post-3612","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-opinion"],"authors":[{"term_id":1403,"user_id":511,"is_guest":0,"slug":"shpetim-selmani","display_name":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Selmani","first_name":"Shp\u00ebtim","description":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar dhe aktor kosovar. Ka studiuar n\u00eb Universitetin e Prishtin\u00ebs. 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