{"id":3997,"date":"2017-02-07T15:03:28","date_gmt":"2017-02-07T13:03:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/?p=3997"},"modified":"2024-12-17T15:36:28","modified_gmt":"2024-12-17T13:36:28","slug":"fragmente-te-padobishme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/en\/kritike\/fragmente-te-padobishme\/","title":{"rendered":"Fragmente t\u00eb padobishme"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"news-up\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-down\">\n<div class=\"img-wrapper\">***<\/div>\n<div class=\"news-left\">\n<p>Romanca amerikane e zhanrit komedi-dram\u00eb La La Land mbi t\u00eb gjitha v\u00eb n\u00eb pah dinjitetin e humbur t\u00eb artistit. Rolin e tij n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse dhe funksionin q\u00eb e ka p\u00ebrball\u00eb realiteteve ekzistuese. I hedhur si cop\u00eb muti n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs absurde t\u00eb mas\u00ebs, ai thjesht, ushqen t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebrderisa trishton veten. N\u00eb mes k\u00ebtyre dyjave esktremeve q\u00ebndron ashp\u00ebrsisht tensioni fatal i s\u00eb p\u00ebrditshmes, q\u00eb p\u00ebr arsye t\u00eb ndryshme, na nd\u00ebshkon ta b\u00ebjm\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e duam. At\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kemi n\u00eb kok\u00eb dhe at\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk jemi t\u00eb thirrur, n\u00eb mes thirrjesh t\u00eb ndryshme kozmike. N\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn artisti do t\u00eb d\u00ebbohet si nj\u00eb qen. Pa fat. Pa t\u00eb ardhme. Pa ndonj\u00eb rol. Thjesht\u00eb me nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb shtypur e t\u00eb lar\u00eb nga djersa e grushteve. Filmi i cili n\u00eb minutat e para \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb film gati i bajatsh\u00ebm, mbi t\u00eb gjitha \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebrejtje mbi banalitetin e jet\u00ebs. Dhe p\u00ebrmbajtjen e saj makabre. Ngase n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit a ka m\u00eb fyese sesa t\u00eb mos guxosh t\u00eb luash at\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb d\u00ebshiron, t\u00eb mos lexosh at\u00eb q\u00eb ta ndjen zemra, t\u00eb mos e ndjesh at\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e ke t\u00eb nevojshme. La La Land nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb bash nj\u00eb tok\u00eb e La La-s\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa tok\u00eb e pamund\u00ebsis\u00eb p\u00ebr ta k\u00ebnaqur zemr\u00ebn me at\u00eb q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb e ke \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar. Ne sado q\u00eb mund ta kapim kuptimin e vetes gjithnj\u00eb pas nesh dallojm\u00eb gjurm\u00ebt e dashurive, q\u00eb jehojn\u00eb si kambana n\u00eb Jazz Clubet e dhimbjeve njer\u00ebzore. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb argument i pathyesh\u00ebm nd\u00ebr shekuj. Nd\u00ebr koh\u00ebra.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Disi kurr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk m\u00eb jepet t\u00eb them ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb. Asnj\u00eb mendim nuk gjen veten. Asnj\u00eb ide nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e duhur. Asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme. As q\u00eb dua ta di se n\u00eb cil\u00ebn dit\u00eb t\u00eb jav\u00ebs gjendemi. As n\u00eb cilin vit. As n\u00eb cilin shekull dhe as n\u00eb cil\u00ebn bot\u00eb. Jam nj\u00eb kryengrit\u00ebs bosh. Luftoj ndaj di\u00e7kaje bosh. Dhe e gjith\u00eb ardhm\u00ebria ime ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me filxhanin e kafes. Nuk besoj n\u00eb heronj. N\u00eb fat dhe n\u00eb dritaren e hapur. Njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb \u00e7do \u00e7ast mund ta tradhtojn\u00eb veten e tyre. E kan\u00eb t\u00eb pamundur t\u00eb ikin nga tragjizmi epik q\u00eb i mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb. Djajt\u00eb kan\u00eb strofull\u00ebn e tyre legjendare n\u00eb zemrat josh\u00ebse, q\u00eb marshojn\u00eb drejt gjakut. Disa e din\u00eb. Dhe mir\u00eb q\u00eb e din\u00eb. Disa nuk e din\u00eb. Dhe mir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e din\u00eb. Jam si nj\u00eb hije duke besuar me \u00e7do kusht se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb epoka jon\u00eb m\u00eb e lavdishme. Kujt i duhet e v\u00ebrteta. Un\u00eb hoqa dor\u00eb dje. Dhe at\u00eb hoqa dor\u00eb dy her\u00eb. Lexoj dhe kulloj n\u00eb ujin e qet\u00eb t\u00eb got\u00ebs s\u00eb xhamt\u00eb. I trishtuar nga gara e k\u00ebmb\u00ebve t\u00eb mprehta. Artist fund e krye. Aspak mendjemadh dhe me koqet deri n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb. Aspak modest. Si nj\u00eb Henry Miller me afat t\u00eb skaduar. I vdekur shpirt\u00ebrisht. I gjall\u00eb fizikisht. Moralisht i lir\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb fundin e t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrave m\u00eb q\u00ebndron e zgjuar ende, nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb e pamundshme. Po t\u00eb ishte e mundshme mbase nuk do t\u00eb quhej e till\u00eb. I hidh\u00ebruar n\u00eb \u00e7do realitet. Dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb zhytur n\u00eb t\u00eb. Kurr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se pak para \u00e7eljes s\u00eb luleve ndjej t\u00eb b\u00ebhem f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Nuk jam fare i impresionuar q\u00eb jam b\u00ebr\u00eb burr\u00eb. Nuk m\u00eb kan\u00eb p\u00eblqyer kurr\u00eb t\u00eb rriturit. Nuk m\u00eb kan\u00eb p\u00eblqyer kurr\u00eb dijet e tyre dhe thonjt\u00eb q\u00eb f\u00ebrsh\u00ebllejn\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. Gjithmon\u00eb bota ime ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb \u00ebndrrave. Dhe n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb ides\u00eb vetjake. Dhe si e till\u00eb ajo gjendet brenda kok\u00ebs sime. Kjo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e imja. Kjo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e duhura dhe fatkeq\u00ebsia m\u00eb e madhe \u00ebsht\u00eb se nuk e kemi nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Jam vetmitar. Nj\u00eb flutur e lumtur q\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00eblohet n\u00eb drit\u00eb. Apolitik. Atomik. Dhe p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb i zgjatur. Si nj\u00eb \u00e7am\u00e7ak\u00ebz i zjarrt\u00eb.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*** Romanca amerikane e zhanrit komedi-dram\u00eb La La Land mbi t\u00eb gjitha v\u00eb n\u00eb pah dinjitetin e humbur t\u00eb artistit. Rolin e tij n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse dhe funksionin q\u00eb e ka p\u00ebrball\u00eb realiteteve ekzistuese. I hedhur si cop\u00eb muti n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs absurde t\u00eb mas\u00ebs, ai thjesht, ushqen t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebrderisa trishton veten. N\u00eb [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":511,"featured_media":10962,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[1403],"class_list":["post-3997","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kritike"],"authors":[{"term_id":1403,"user_id":511,"is_guest":0,"slug":"shpetim-selmani","display_name":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Selmani","first_name":"Shp\u00ebtim","description":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar dhe aktor kosovar. Ka studiuar n\u00eb Universitetin e Prishtin\u00ebs. 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