N\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjen e nj\u00eb t\u00eb shtune, bashk\u00eb me nj\u00eb shoqe, shkuam p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb filmin \u201cZgjoi\u201d. Teksa po arrinim te kinemaja ku po shfaqej filmi, pam\u00eb se kishim edhe rreth tridhjet\u00eb minuta koh\u00eb para shfaqjes. Duhej t\u00eb nxitonim. Megjithat\u00eb, na than\u00eb se biletat p\u00ebr at\u00eb termin ishin shitur. Duhej t\u00eb prisnim edhe nj\u00eb or\u00eb e gjysm\u00eb deri n\u00eb terminin tjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
Do t\u00eb prisnim n\u00eb kafene gjersa t\u00eb vinte koha ta shihnim filmin. E qortuam veten se si nuk na kishte vajtur mendja t\u00eb niseshim m\u00eb her\u00ebt. Filluam t\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr filmin. Nuk dija shum\u00eb p\u00ebr \u201cZgjoin\u201d, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se rolin kryesor e luante Yllka Gashi. Yllk\u00ebn, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e njihja si Zana e \u201cFamiljes Moderne\u201d, e simpatizoja shum\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb shihja se si ishte tani Yllka si Fahrija e \u201cZgjoit\u201d. A kishin ngjashm\u00ebri Zana me Fahrijen? Apo ishin thjesht dy personazhe t\u00eb ndryshme t\u00eb nj\u00eb aktoreje?<\/p>\n
Erdhi koha t\u00eb hynim n\u00eb kinema. Derisa po hyja n\u00eb sall\u00ebn ku do t\u00eb shfaqej filmi, m\u00eb ra n\u00eb sy di\u00e7ka interesante. Ishin ulur m\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz n\u00eb mosh\u00eb sesa t\u00eb rinj. \u00c7ka do t\u00eb thoshte kjo? A ishte shenj\u00eb se t\u00eb rinjve nuk u intereson t\u00eb shohin filma t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nga shqiptar\u00ebt? Apo ndoshta lidhej me faktin se shumica e tyre nuk e ndienin koh\u00ebn e paraqitur n\u00eb film? K\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e kam ende t\u00eb qart\u00eb.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00ebn time u ul nj\u00eb \u00e7ift rreth t\u00eb dyzetave. N\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00ebn, natyrisht, shoqja ime.<\/p>\n
Filmi filloi.<\/p>\n
Sekuenca e par\u00eb ishte e nj\u00eb zgjoi blet\u00ebsh. Yllka, n\u00eb rolin kryesor si Fahrija. Po nxirrte mjaltin. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb ajo dhe familja e saj siguronin mbijetes\u00ebn. Fahrija, si nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb nuk e dinte akoma n\u00ebse ishte e ve ose jo, me vite po jetonte me vjehrrin dhe dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e saj.<\/p>\n
Familja e saj dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera si ajo, t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit fshat, kishin mbetur me pak burra e shum\u00eb gra. Kjo po e ve\u00e7onte Krush\u00ebn e Fahrijes m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do vend tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb Kosov\u00ebn e dal\u00eb nga lufta.<\/p>\n
\u201cZgjoi\u201d po zgjonte n\u00eb kinema nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb q\u00eb tashm\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb harrohej. Po zgjonte kujtime dhe emocione. Po zgjonte dhembje.<\/p>\n
T\u00eb gjitha personazhet p\u00ebrcillnin shum\u00eb emocione n\u00eb audienc\u00eb. Skenari dhe regjia e filmit kishin parapar\u00eb edhe sekuenca qeshjeje. Por k\u00ebto sekuenca po krijonin efekt vet\u00ebm te nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e audienc\u00ebs. Te t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb. Tek ata q\u00eb nuk ishin bashk\u00ebkohanik\u00eb t\u00eb Fahrijes. Edhe pse Fahrija preku zemrat e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve. Edhe t\u00eb atyre si un\u00eb, q\u00eb kishin lindur pas p\u00ebrfundimit t\u00eb luft\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Kishte kaluar gjysma e filmit dhe shumica e shikuesve ishin me lot n\u00eb sy.<\/p>\n
T\u00eb gjith\u00eb qanin, vet\u00ebm Fahrija nuk qante. Grua e fort\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cBravo t\u00eb qoft\u00eb!\u201d, \u2013 thash\u00eb me vete. \u201cMos lejo q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb t\u00eb tregojn\u00eb kush je\u201d. N\u00ebse populli thot\u00eb se njeriu \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i fort\u00eb se guri, at\u00ebher\u00eb Fahrija m\u00eb ngjante me nj\u00eb shk\u00ebmb.<\/p>\n
Por, nj\u00eb shk\u00ebmb nga gjaku e mishi. Edhe ajo \u00a0dikur u lodh.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb nj\u00eb sken\u00eb, gjersa po b\u00ebnte dush, Fahrija po lahej edhe nga lot\u00ebt. U shkreh n\u00eb vaj.<\/p>\n
Ndoshta edhe p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb audios \u201csurround system\u201d, vaji i saj po m\u00eb p\u00ebrzihej me vajin e zonj\u00ebs ulur n\u00eb krahun tim t\u00eb djatht\u00eb. Megjith\u00ebse me siklet, e ktheva kok\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta shikuar. Ajo, p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr Fahrijes, kishte t\u00eb shoqin af\u00ebr. H\u00ebh! Por lufta nuk kishte marr\u00eb vet\u00ebm bashk\u00ebshort\u00eb! Me siguri, edhe zonja n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00ebn time e kishte humbur dik\u00eb si Fahrija.<\/p>\n
Por, \u201cZgjoi\u201d nuk p\u00ebrcillte te secili ndjenjat e nj\u00ebjta. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb sall\u00eb d\u00ebgjoheshin disa z\u00ebra t\u00eb rinjsh duke qeshur. Ndodhi nj\u00eb her\u00eb. Pastaj edhe her\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb. Her\u00ebn e tret\u00eb, zonja krah meje nuk u durua m\u00eb. U kthye nga ta, prapa, dhe pa folur i qortoi. Sikur ndjeu mllef p\u00ebr t\u00eb qeshurat.<\/p>\n
\u201cMos ua shih p\u00ebr t\u00eb madhe! Nuk po qeshin me filmin\u201d, \u2013 i thash\u00eb me p\u00ebshp\u00ebrim\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cNuk e kan\u00eb p\u00ebrjetuar at\u00eb q\u00eb kemi p\u00ebrjetuar un\u00eb e Fahrija\u201d, \u2013 ma ktheu zonja.<\/p>\n
Ngriva n\u00eb vend. Fahrija kishte humbur bashk\u00ebshortin, Agimin. Po kjo zonj\u00eb, q\u00eb ishte me t\u00eb shoqin, k\u00eb kishte humbur? A e kishte edhe kjo nj\u00eb storie tjet\u00ebr?<\/p>\n
Filmi m\u00eb preku shum\u00eb, por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e dija se nuk m\u00eb preku aq sa kishte prekur t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/p>\n
\u201cZgjoi\u201d, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ndjenjave q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte zgjuar, kishte hapur dhe plag\u00eb t\u00eb vjetra. Plag\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk i kisha. Un\u00eb, si shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, nuk e kam p\u00ebrjetuar luft\u00ebn. Ndoshta kjo ishte arsyeja pse salla ishte e mbushur m\u00eb shum\u00eb me njer\u00ebz m\u00eb n\u00eb mosh\u00eb. Dhe pse disa po qeshnin.<\/p>\n
Kur u fik ekrani q\u00eb p\u00ebrIoti, t\u00eb pakt\u00eb ishin ata q\u00eb u zgjuan menj\u00ebher\u00eb nga ul\u00ebset. Shumica rrinin ende ulur. Nuk po i mbanin k\u00ebmb\u00ebt.<\/p>\n
Dhe Yllka Gashi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk e kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb ekran p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, ma v\u00ebrtetoi edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb simpatin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. E doja qeshjen e Zan\u00ebs dhe qeshja edhe vet\u00eb. Por, edhe vuajtja e Fahrijes ma dha nj\u00eb grim\u00eb vuajtjeje. Yllka, yll! Edhe si Zan\u00eb, edhe si Fahrije!<\/p>\n
Si p\u00ebrfundim, \u201cZgjoi\u201d zgjoi me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shum\u00eb. Ndjenja, kujtime, dhembje, plag\u00eb. Por, edhe forc\u00eb. Zgjoi edhe nj\u00eb grim\u00eb dashurie.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjen e nj\u00eb t\u00eb shtune, bashk\u00eb me nj\u00eb shoqe, shkuam p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb filmin \u201cZgjoi\u201d. Teksa po arrinim te kinemaja ku po shfaqej filmi, pam\u00eb se kishim edhe rreth tridhjet\u00eb minuta koh\u00eb para shfaqjes. Duhej t\u00eb nxitonim. Megjithat\u00eb, na than\u00eb se biletat p\u00ebr at\u00eb termin ishin shitur. Duhej t\u00eb prisnim edhe nj\u00eb or\u00eb e […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":421,"featured_media":2303,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[748,721,664],"ppma_author":[910],"class_list":["post-2302","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kritike","tag-cinema","tag-feminism","tag-kosovo"],"authors":[{"term_id":910,"user_id":421,"is_guest":0,"slug":"amara-sejdiu","display_name":"Amara Sejdiu","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/viber_image_2021-12-01_14-48-37-3431639044999.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/viber_image_2021-12-01_14-48-37-3431639044999.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Sejdiu","first_name":"Amara","description":"Amara Sejdiu \u00ebsht\u00eb studente e shkencave t\u00eb drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb. Aktiviste e shoq\u00ebris\u00eb civile. Shkruan p\u00ebr fenomene rinore n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb."}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2302","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/421"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2302"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2302\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2305,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2302\/revisions\/2305"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2302"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2302"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2302"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=2302"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}