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Libri i aktorit egocentrik i cili n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast llahtari t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, kishte vendosur q\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mos mbetej pa\u00a0asnj\u00eb dinar n\u00eb xhepat mbushur me \u00ebndrra, \u00ebsht\u00eb super impresiv. Ta themi pa u skuqur. Nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar nga dora e nj\u00eb burri me bolet deri n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb. Pa pik\u00eb dyshimi. Bekim Fehmiu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar i shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm. Dhe natyrisht. Nj\u00eb qenie e tmerrshme. I cili helmon shpirtin e d\u00eblir\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebror. Bekim Fehmiu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00ebri nd\u00ebr shkrimtar\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb zem\u00ebruar ndaj \u00e7mendin\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn na takon t\u00eb katandisemi. Bekim Fehmiu \u00ebsht\u00eb shkrimtar i gjakut. P\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb jan\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebr. P\u00ebr ata q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb grusht n\u00eb nofull\u00ebn e majt\u00eb. Madje edhe n\u00eb t\u00eb djathtin. Dhe at\u00eb grusht i fuqish\u00ebm. Inati i tij mbret\u00ebron n\u00eb pavijonin e bishave. Dhe zbraz\u00ebtia e Bekim Fehmiut \u00ebsht\u00eb pushtet i paduksh\u00ebm, q\u00eb pickon vullnetin e prishur njer\u00ebzor. Ai e shk\u00ebrdhen udh\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn shkon njeriu. Dhe vajton mbi shtatin e vrar\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb n\u00eb mes popujve. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb vetmitar i rraskapitur dhe ushtar i drit\u00ebs, kund\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00ebdo n\u00ebnshtrimi. Bekim Fehmiu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hero i thjesht\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb mendjemadh i arsyesh\u00ebm. Q\u00eb ta do zemra. Njeriu q\u00eb me \u00e7do kusht deshi t\u00eb jetonte sipas diktatit t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb. Pa frik\u00eb ndaj Zotit dhe thik\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
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,,Shk\u00eblqim dhe Tmerr,, pjesa e dyt\u00eb e Bekim Fehmiut, mbi t\u00eb gjitha \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dokument i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm historik p\u00ebr Ballkanin. Nj\u00eb shqyrtim i holl\u00eb psikologjik mbi vitet 59-89, n\u00eb ish-Jugosllavin\u00eb e Titos, r\u00ebnien dhe shp\u00ebrb\u00ebrjen e saj. Bekim Fehmiu me guxim t\u00eb pakrahasuesh\u00ebm shtjellon dhe jep nj\u00eb kronologji analitike mbi gjendjen e teatrit, v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb, rrethanat e asaj kohe. Jo vet\u00ebm t\u00eb teatrit por edhe t\u00eb filmit. P\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kaq ai mbetet nj\u00eb shkrimtar intim. Nj\u00eb mendimtar i pakursyesh\u00ebm, q\u00eb dijen e shp\u00ebrndan si pluhur. N\u00eb syt\u00eb tan\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt. Verbuar nga budallall\u00ebqe. Libri m\u00ebton t\u00eb na b\u00ebj\u00eb me dije rrug\u00ebn e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb drejt suksesit pa \u00e7ka q\u00eb jo gjithmon\u00eb suksesi ka n\u00eb kok\u00eb kuror\u00ebn e vler\u00ebs. Bekim Fehmiu na jep nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb filmit si biznes. Ku xhelozit\u00eb artistike dhe lakmi t\u00eb k\u00ebsisojta e sulmojn\u00eb \u00e7ilt\u00ebrsin\u00eb e tij, q\u00eb buron nga dashuria p\u00ebr familjen. Mjafton ta p\u00ebrmendim \u00e7astin kur pas shp\u00ebrnguljes s\u00eb familjes s\u00eb tij, ai hedh nga Qafa e Dul\u00ebs karrigen e mo\u00e7me t\u00eb Dijes. Duke i premtuar asaj nj\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb dinjitetshme dhe leht\u00ebsisht m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrballueshme. Ngase kundruall\u00eb prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb tij ishte nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur. Dhe kjo i sh\u00ebrbente si forc\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u ngjitur n\u00eb maj\u00ebn e profesionit t\u00eb vet gjithmon\u00eb duke mposhtur djallin. Si ngash\u00ebnjyes i s\u00eb keqes dhe ambicieve t\u00eb s\u00ebmura.<\/p>\n
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Tashm\u00eb disa her\u00eb m\u00eb ka shkuar mendja t\u2019ia shkurtoja jet\u00ebn vetes. Si? Me nj\u00eb plumb n\u00eb t\u00ebmth. B\u00ebj plane q\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb Terazies t\u00eb lagem me benzin\u00eb dhe t\u00eb digjem si Jan Pallahu m\u00eb 1969 n\u00eb \u00c7ekosllovaki\u2026 Do ta blej\u00eb nj\u00eb eksploziv plastik, do ta vendos gjithandej n\u00ebp\u00ebr banes\u00eb. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb do t\u00eb flen\u00eb, t\u00ebr\u00eb familjen dhe veten do ta \u00e7oj n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. K\u00ebshtu shkruan Bekim Fehmiu gjat\u00eb vitit 1989, n\u00eb \u00e7astin e rr\u00ebnimit t\u00eb tij shpirt\u00ebror kur ishte i bindur se ishte rrethuar nga rrath\u00ebt e ferrit. Por si gjithnj\u00eb frym\u00ebzuesit e tij do ta shp\u00ebtonin edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb radh\u00eb sikurse n\u00eb shum\u00eb \u00e7aste makthi. Pushteti m\u00eb i madh \u00ebsht\u00eb pushteti mbi vet\u00ebvet\u00ebn. Ky ishte m\u00ebsimi i l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb duart njer\u00ebzore nga Seneka. Q\u00eb i\u2019a kishte kthyer kuraj\u00ebn e t\u00eb jetuarit. Por kush do ta kishte besuar se mendimet e tij suicide pak a shum\u00eb do ta gllab\u00ebronin, nj\u00ebzet e nj\u00eb vite m\u00eb von\u00eb dhe Seneka do t\u00eb mposhtej. Kur me nj\u00eb t\u00eb sht\u00ebn\u00eb nga revolja i jep fund jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb rr\u00ebmujshme, n\u00eb apartamentin e tij n\u00eb Beograd. Vet\u00ebvrasja nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb problem filozofik. Le ta mposhtim edhe Kamyn. P\u00ebr shkaqe stili. Vet\u00ebvrasja \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb problem i thjesht\u00eb i gjigant\u00ebve, q\u00eb nuk e durojn\u00eb dot f\u00eblliq\u00ebsin\u00eb. Q\u00eb nuk e lejojn\u00eb veten t\u00eb zhyten n\u00eb mbret\u00ebrin\u00eb e sh\u00ebmtis\u00eb. Dhe Zot\u00ebrave t\u00eb eg\u00ebr politik. Ata nuk durojn\u00eb t\u00eb jen\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00ebt e pushtetit, q\u00eb buron nga injoranca. Nga mjerimi i mediokritetit. Dhe nga llumi. Vjen nj\u00eb \u00e7ast kur as nj\u00eb grusht aj\u00ebri m\u00eb nuk i ngush\u00ebllon. As vesa e bardh\u00eb e m\u00ebngjesit. Dhe zgjedhin heroikisht t\u00eb sh\u00ebndrrohen n\u00eb lumenj\u00eb. Ngase dheu nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i denj\u00eb p\u00ebr ta. Amin. Amen. Si t\u00eb doni.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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*** Libri i aktorit egocentrik i cili n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast llahtari t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, kishte vendosur q\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mos mbetej pa\u00a0asnj\u00eb dinar n\u00eb xhepat mbushur me \u00ebndrra, \u00ebsht\u00eb super impresiv. Ta themi pa u skuqur. Nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar nga dora e nj\u00eb burri me bolet deri n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb. Pa pik\u00eb […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":511,"featured_media":11204,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[889,1101,2068],"ppma_author":[1403],"class_list":["post-5146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kritike","tag-bekim-fehmiu","tag-letersi","tag-shkelqim-dhe-tmerr"],"authors":[{"term_id":1403,"user_id":511,"is_guest":0,"slug":"shpetim-selmani","display_name":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Selmani","first_name":"Shp\u00ebtim","description":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar dhe aktor kosovar. Ka studiuar n\u00eb Universitetin e Prishtin\u00ebs. Ai ka luajtur n\u00eb sken\u00eb brenda dhe jasht\u00eb vendit."}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/511"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5146"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11206,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5146\/revisions\/11206"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11204"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5146"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=5146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}