{"id":5154,"date":"2016-05-12T11:25:00","date_gmt":"2016-05-12T09:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/?p=5154"},"modified":"2024-11-18T11:27:42","modified_gmt":"2024-11-18T09:27:42","slug":"kalda-dhe-mekati-i-madh-i-ngjizjes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/uncategorized\/kalda-dhe-mekati-i-madh-i-ngjizjes\/","title":{"rendered":"Kalda dhe m\u00ebkati i madh i ngjizjes"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"news-up\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-down\">\n<div class=\"img-wrapper\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-left\">\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb serin\u00eb e botimeve Let\u00ebrsi Bashk\u00ebkohore nga Ballkani botuar nga Poeteka dhe Ideart, mund ta gjeni nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb do t\u00eb ju luaj mendt\u00eb e kres\u00eb. Quhet Kalda, histori n\u00ebn l\u00ebkur\u00eb. Shkruar nga Edo Popovi\u00e7, i lindur n\u00eb jugper\u00ebndim t\u00eb Bosnje Hercegovin\u00ebs por ama q\u00eb gjallon ashtu si mund t\u00eb gjalloj\u00eb vet\u00ebm ai, n\u00eb Zagreb. Po ta shoh\u00ebsh n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi let\u00ebrsia ballkanike \u00ebsht\u00eb fund e krye let\u00ebrsi e zhg\u00ebnjimit. E pamund\u00ebsis\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar dinjitetsh\u00ebm. Let\u00ebrsi e shqet\u00ebsimit. Dhe e mohimit t\u00eb \u00e7far\u00ebdo pritshm\u00ebrie. Gjithnj\u00eb flas\u00eb duke u mb\u00ebshtetur tek kjo seri botimesh, krijuesit ballkanas jan\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjellur me l\u00ebvor\u00ebn e tragjizmit. Dhe si t\u00eb till\u00eb realiteti i tyre e d\u00ebbon ose nuk ka nevoj\u00eb fare p\u00ebr imagjinat\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb historit\u00eb e treguara t\u00eb na joshin. Let\u00ebrsia\u00a0 bashk\u00ebkohore ballkanike \u00ebsht\u00eb fund e krye nihiliste (kurr\u00eb nuk kam prekur librin e Ni\u00e7es mir\u00ebpo shprehja \u00ebsht\u00eb e duhur). Dhe nuk k\u00ebrkon shteg p\u00ebr dalje nga kriza e fort\u00eb njer\u00ebzore. Ajo sall jep at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb. Munges\u00ebn e liris\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrgjegjen sakate. Fajet. Parehatin\u00eb e popujve. Gabimet dhe humbjen e secilit n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb l\u00ebmsh te eg\u00ebr human. T\u00eb turbulluar nga luft\u00ebrat, t\u00eb trishtuar nga rr\u00ebnimi i s\u00eb ardhmes, t\u00eb shp\u00ebrfillur nga sistemet, shkrimtar\u00ebt ballkanik (e kam fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb jan\u00eb normal, q\u00eb kan\u00eb shk\u00ebrdhyer nacionalizma dhe vaki t\u00eb tilla), mezi shp\u00ebtojn\u00eb nga kthetrat e \u00e7menduris\u00eb. Duke adhuruar neutralitetin dhe duke hequr qafe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb. Dezertojn\u00eb nga jeta. Ata heqin dor\u00eb nga sh\u00ebtitja n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00ebt e sh\u00ebmtis\u00eb. T\u00eb b\u00ebhemi si ta. N\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00ebsohemi dhe ta marrim vesh se \u00e7far\u00eb na b\u00ebn keq dhe pse gurgullon kaq shum\u00eb gjaku yn\u00eb i bollsh\u00ebm. Si nj\u00eb riosh q\u00eb jam p\u00ebrball\u00eb tyre, p\u00ebrpiqem t\u2019i kuptoj. Dhe i n\u00ebnshtrohem preokupimeve tyre letrare. Po t\u00eb shtremb\u00ebroja fjal\u00ebt e Popovi\u00e7it serioz p\u00ebr teket e mia, duket se k\u00ebtu nuk ka m\u00eb, as \u00e7far\u00eb dreqin t\u00eb ndiejm\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebta viktima t\u00eb k\u00ebtij realiteti, kan\u00eb z\u00ebrin e tyre ngjash\u00ebm me tingullin e par\u00eb njer\u00ebzor. Por si duket barra jon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e madhe se e paraardh\u00ebsve t\u00eb lasht\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Kalda, histori n\u00ebn l\u00ebkur\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim i shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm mbi jet\u00ebn e nj\u00eb fotografi me pik\u00ebpamje t\u00eb err\u00ebta. D\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi i Ivan Kald\u00ebs duket se merr form\u00eb q\u00eb nga \u00e7ast i ngjizjes s\u00eb tij. I hedhur pad\u00ebshiruesh\u00ebm k\u00ebndejpari ai ngre krye mbi misterin e jet\u00ebs. Dhe p\u00ebrdor grushtat mbi fytyrat njer\u00ebzore. Jo se \u00ebsht\u00eb i dhunsh\u00ebm. Por ngase ai beson se ashtu fillohet n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Ai thjesht\u00eb merr pozicione ngase mbron heroikisht radion, letr\u00ebn e toaletit, zemr\u00ebn, shpirtin apo shishen e birr\u00ebs gjendur n\u00eb frigoriferin e tij. Ivani qysh si f\u00ebmij\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb i baktisur nga babai. Nj\u00eb kloshar absurd q\u00eb endet kot shtigjeve t\u00eb humbura. M\u00eb pas i l\u00ebn\u00eb pezull edhe nga n\u00ebna, e cila p\u00ebrfundon n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e nj\u00eb ndihm\u00ebs magazinieri q\u00eb Kalda e nokauton, ai detyrohet t\u00eb jetoj me daj\u00ebn e tij.<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb homoseksual q\u00eb parap\u00eblqen ta ket\u00eb shpin\u00ebn m\u00eb but\u00eb se barku. Ivan Kalda \u00ebsht\u00eb rob i barbarizmit t\u00eb fatit. I ngujuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb mes q\u00eb fare nuk i takon shp\u00ebrngulet n\u00eb Gjermani dhe jeton si nj\u00eb pun\u00ebtor krahu, zhytur n\u00eb substanca q\u00eb hapin portat e perceptimit. Por perceptimit i jep fund lufta. Dhe Kalda me aparatin e tij n\u00eb dor\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebson njer\u00ebzit e pajet\u00eb, shtrir\u00eb si st\u00ebrvina n\u00ebp\u00ebr llogoret e luft\u00ebs. Asgj\u00eb e mir\u00eb nuk i reziston dot budallall\u00ebkut dhe forc\u00ebs s\u00eb mas\u00ebs idiote. Imagjinata p\u00ebr nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb cil\u00ebsi e vetmitar\u00ebve. Dhe me gjak n\u00eb shuplakat e dor\u00ebs ata p\u00ebrs\u00ebri l\u00ebmojn\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn bastarde t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb r\u00ebndomt\u00eb e quajm\u00eb jet\u00eb. Ivan Kalda \u00ebsht\u00eb mish\u00ebrim i njeriut i cili k\u00ebrkon funksionin e tij. N\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb e cila sheh veten n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb dhe \u00e7mendet. Por ama let\u00ebrsia mbetet let\u00ebrsi. Kush po merret me t\u00eb. P\u00ebrderisa f\u00ebmij\u00ebt ecin dhe nuk e din\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb i pret pas qoshes. N\u00eb mes tjerash nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebndrrohemi n\u00eb qenie vajtuese. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit nj\u00eb shi i madh do t\u00eb bie.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"news-right\">\n<div class=\"post\">\n<p class=\"author\">\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*** N\u00eb serin\u00eb e botimeve Let\u00ebrsi Bashk\u00ebkohore nga Ballkani botuar nga Poeteka dhe Ideart, mund ta gjeni nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb do t\u00eb ju luaj mendt\u00eb e kres\u00eb. Quhet Kalda, histori n\u00ebn l\u00ebkur\u00eb. Shkruar nga Edo Popovi\u00e7, i lindur n\u00eb jugper\u00ebndim t\u00eb Bosnje Hercegovin\u00ebs por ama q\u00eb gjallon ashtu si mund t\u00eb gjalloj\u00eb vet\u00ebm ai, n\u00eb [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":511,"featured_media":10406,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1851,1850],"ppma_author":[1403],"class_list":["post-5154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-edo-popovic","tag-kalda"],"authors":[{"term_id":1403,"user_id":511,"is_guest":0,"slug":"shpetim-selmani","display_name":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Selmani","first_name":"Shp\u00ebtim","description":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar dhe aktor kosovar. 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Ai ka luajtur n\u00eb sken\u00eb brenda dhe jasht\u00eb vendit."}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/511"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5154"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5154\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10407,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5154\/revisions\/10407"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10406"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5154"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=5154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}