{"id":5483,"date":"2019-07-04T15:30:15","date_gmt":"2019-07-04T13:30:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/?p=5483"},"modified":"2024-11-12T15:32:45","modified_gmt":"2024-11-12T13:32:45","slug":"borka-nena-ime-e-paqes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/kritike\/borka-nena-ime-e-paqes\/","title":{"rendered":"Borka, n\u00ebna ime e paqes"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"news-up\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-down\">\n<div class=\"img-wrapper\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"news-left\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>(N\u00eb kujtim t\u00eb Borka Pavi\u00e7evi\u00e7)<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Mbase kam qen\u00eb\u00a0<em>,,tradh\u00ebtari,,\u00a0<\/em>m\u00eb i ri i vendit, p\u00ebr ca hajvan\u00eb q\u00eb nacionalizmin e kan\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb jetese. P\u00ebr mua le ta ken\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb. As q\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7on pesh\u00eb p\u00ebrderisa un\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm besoj sikurse Benedetti, tek nj\u00eb flamur i vet\u00ebm. Ai njer\u00ebzor. Pa p\u00ebrjashtuar fanatizmin, lig\u00ebsin\u00eb, dhun\u00ebn dhe apetitet e regjimeve t\u00eb ndyra. Ta themi edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb. Q\u00eb n\u00eb zanafill\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se \u00e7do gj\u00eb e ka an\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00eb dhe njeriu \u00ebsht\u00eb produkt i asaj q\u00eb zgjedh\u00eb. Un\u00eb kam zgjedhur me vet\u00ebdije t\u00eb plot\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb jem krah\u00eb paqes, pajtimit, realitetit t\u00eb ri, t\u00eb ardhmes dhe s\u00eb bukur\u00ebs. Kjo mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb pasoja. Dhe mund ta ket\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7mim. Un\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb paguar \u00e7do gj\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>E mbaj\u00eb mend kur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb kam shkuar n\u00eb Beograd. Isha duke u rritur dhe duke kuptuar m\u00eb mir\u00eb luft\u00ebn e p\u00ebrhershme ndaj terrorit. Stacioni im i par\u00eb atje, q\u00eb rezultoi t\u00eb ishte stacioni m\u00eb i dinjitetsh\u00ebm, ishte Qendra p\u00ebr Dekontaminim Kulturor. Nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr por e mbushur me ide t\u00eb reja. E mbushur me preokupime anti-nacionaliste, anti-fashiste. Dhe e hapur ndaj humanizmit, ndaj imagjinat\u00ebs q\u00eb i sh\u00ebrben s\u00eb ardhmes paq\u00ebsore. N\u00eb krye t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj qendre ishte Borka Pavi\u00e7evi\u00e7. Nj\u00eb grua e ngjashme me nj\u00eb termocentral q\u00eb shp\u00ebrndante energji t\u00eb autoritetit, dijes, disciplin\u00ebs, rezistenc\u00ebs dhe pun\u00ebs s\u00eb palodhshme p\u00ebr pajtim mes popujve. M\u00eb kujtohohet shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, pa dashur q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi melodramatik. Nuk isha bash i m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb krah\u00ebror serb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb. Q\u00eb m\u00eb uronte mireseardhje dhe m\u00eb ofronte di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb pir\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb koh\u00ebs isha i z\u00ebn\u00eb gafil, duke menduar se po mashtrohem, duke menduar se do t\u00eb ma ngulin nj\u00eb thik\u00eb pas shpine, duke menduar se gjaku im ishte q\u00ebllimi i tyre. Natyrisht si nj\u00eb qenie post-traumatike e kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb veten para pushtetit t\u00eb ankthit, frik\u00ebs dhe s\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs. Por ishte pik\u00ebrisht kjo grua, q\u00eb quhej Borka, q\u00eb m\u00eb dha shansin e par\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb menduar ndryshe. Dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019i par\u00eb qeniet njer\u00ebzore me nj\u00eb lloj dhembshurie, me nj\u00eb lloj dashurie q\u00eb m\u00eb duhej ta gjeja diku brenda vetes. Borka ishte gruaja e par\u00eb e Beogradit q\u00eb m\u00eb shtriu dor\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb quajti djal\u00eb t\u00eb saj.\u00a0<em>(Kur nj\u00ebra nga kamarieret e vjetra klasike n\u00eb Beograd mendoi se shqiptar\u00ebve duhet t\u00eb ju qihet n\u00ebna, ajo b\u00ebri nj\u00eb gabim t\u00eb madh ose marr\u00ebzi. Shau n\u00ebn\u00ebn time t\u00eb paqes. Q\u00eb ishte Borka)<\/em>. Kjo p\u00ebr mua aq sa ishte e papritur ishte poashtu e nj\u00ebmendt\u00eb dhe tep\u00ebr e nevojshme.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00eb nga at\u00ebher\u00eb foleja ime e vetme n\u00eb Beograd ishte Qendra p\u00ebr Dekontaminim Kulturor, e cila si nj\u00eb qytez\u00eb e vog\u00ebl mesjetare q\u00ebndron e pamposhtur nga hienat fashiste rreth saj, q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb gatsh\u00ebm \u00e7doher\u00eb ta rr\u00ebnojn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb e rr\u00ebnueshme, ta shkat\u00ebrrojn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb e shkat\u00ebrrueshme dhe ta vrasin at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk vritet dot. Komunikimi kulturor q\u00eb ka ekzistuar dhe q\u00eb ekziston n\u00eb mes Prishtin\u00ebs dhe Beogradit, mbase \u00ebsht\u00eb i vetmi komunikim normal q\u00eb nga pas lufta. \u00cbsht\u00eb e vetmja jehon\u00eb njer\u00ebzore n\u00eb mes dy popujve t\u00eb trazuar. Sipas gjeniut elegant letrar Ernesto Sabato-s, ferri yn\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimi i t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb kuptim fatkeq\u00ebsisht Beogradi p\u00ebr mua vazhdon t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb ferr n\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtim t\u00eb Hap\u00ebsir\u00ebs p\u00ebr Dekontaminim Kulturor (CZKD), qendr\u00ebs Krokodil n\u00eb krye me Vladimir Arsenijevic dhe djemve t\u00eb mrekullueshem t\u00eb shtojc\u00ebs kulturore Beton. Kudo q\u00eb shkoj\u00eb jasht\u00eb k\u00ebtyre hap\u00ebsirave ende n\u00eb mua trubullohen gjykime t\u00eb ndryshme, ndihem i pasigurt dhe ndjej\u00eb se jam i paftuar. Serb\u00ebt nuk arrijn\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimisht t\u00eb dalin n\u00eb realitetin t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kishte shtruar Borka. Taksist\u00ebt e tyre ende betohen mbi aeroplan\u00ebt e bler\u00eb kinez. Borka nuk ishte vet\u00ebm e tyre. R\u00ebndom si\u00e7 ndodh\u00eb m\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e m\u00ebdhenj\u00eb, ata q\u00eb nuk i p\u00ebrkasin vet\u00ebm popullit t\u00eb tyre, pik\u00ebrisht nga ai do ta marrin p\u00ebr\u00e7mimin, p\u00ebrjashtimin dhe hidh\u00ebrimin. Zem\u00ebrngusht\u00ebsia e popujve \u00ebsht\u00eb problemi m\u00eb i madh i k\u00ebsaj epoke. Dhe mungesa e personaliteteve sikurse ai i Bork\u00ebs, \u00ebsht\u00eb faktor shtes\u00eb q\u00eb sh\u00ebmton k\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb t\u00eb tensionit kudo mbi faqe t\u00eb dheut. Ikja e Bork\u00ebs do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb hendikep i madh n\u00eb hapat e m\u00ebtutjesh\u00ebm n\u00eb mes nesh. Do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb munges\u00eb e cila zor se mund t\u00eb z\u00ebv\u00ebnd\u00ebsohet. Stuhit\u00eb sikurse ajo jan\u00eb t\u00eb domosdoshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb fshir\u00eb mend\u00ebsit\u00eb primitive, q\u00eb c\u00ebnojn\u00eb qenien e ndjeshme humane.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Qyqar\u00ebt meritojn\u00eb q\u00eb grushti i Bork\u00ebs t\u00eb jet\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. N\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb pres\u00eb, q\u00eb rrezikon shpres\u00ebn. N\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb barbar\u00ebve, q\u00eb kudo provojn\u00eb t\u00eb fusin llahtar dhe d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim. Prandaj Borka meriton t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb e madhe, kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb. P\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"news-right\">\n<div class=\"post\">\n<p class=\"author\">\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; (N\u00eb kujtim t\u00eb Borka Pavi\u00e7evi\u00e7) *** Mbase kam qen\u00eb\u00a0,,tradh\u00ebtari,,\u00a0m\u00eb i ri i vendit, p\u00ebr ca hajvan\u00eb q\u00eb nacionalizmin e kan\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb jetese. P\u00ebr mua le ta ken\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb. As q\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7on pesh\u00eb p\u00ebrderisa un\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm besoj sikurse Benedetti, tek nj\u00eb flamur i vet\u00ebm. Ai njer\u00ebzor. Pa p\u00ebrjashtuar fanatizmin, lig\u00ebsin\u00eb, dhun\u00ebn dhe apetitet e [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":511,"featured_media":10082,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[1782,1783],"ppma_author":[1403],"class_list":["post-5483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kritike","tag-borka-pavicevic","tag-kujtim"],"authors":[{"term_id":1403,"user_id":511,"is_guest":0,"slug":"shpetim-selmani","display_name":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/shpetim-selmani.jpg"},"user_url":"","last_name":"Selmani","first_name":"Shp\u00ebtim","description":"Shp\u00ebtim Selmani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrimtar dhe aktor kosovar. 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Ai ka luajtur n\u00eb sken\u00eb brenda dhe jasht\u00eb vendit."}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5483","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/511"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5483"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5483\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10083,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5483\/revisions\/10083"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10082"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5483"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sbunker.org\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=5483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}